Monday, May 27, 2019

Kandhar Anubhuti : Verse #16 - Release me from Greed and Protect Me!


பேராசை எனும் பிணியில் பிணிபட்டு
ஓரா வினையேன் உழலத் தகுமோ?
வீரா, முது சூர் பட வேல் எறியும்
சூரா, சுர லோக துரந்தரனே. (16)

Peraasai enum piniyil pini pattu
Ora vinayen uzhala thagumo?
Veera Mudhu soor pada vel eriyum
soora sura loga thurandharane (16)






பேராசை எனும் - Desire and Greed
பிணியில் - Disease
பிணிபட்டு - Disease Ridden
ஓரா வினையேன் - A person without discriminative mind
உழலத் தகுமோ - Rot / Suffer
வீரா - The Brave One
முது சூர் - Ancient Villain 
 பட - Destroyed
வேல் எறியும் - Throw Spear
சூரா - Valiant One
சுர லோக - Land of Devas
துரந்தரனே - Protector

Short Meaning
Will I be caught in the great disease of desires and greed since I am a person without a discriminating mind? Oh Brave One! You destroyed the Ancient Villain (evil that has been there from time immemorial) by throwing your spear (indicative of Knowledge / Jnana) and protected the Devas. (You please protect me too)

Gloss
In Annapoorna Ashtakam, Sri Shankara sings to Mother Annapoorna - 

Annapoorne Sadapoorne
    Shankara Prana Vallabhe
Jnana Vairagya Sidhyartam
    Bhiksham Dehi! cha Parvati!

Oh Mother who feeds us! (Any one who feeds us is an embodiment of Mother Annapoorna only. Only she feeds us - Not just food!). 

You are always complete (Sadaa-Poorne). You are perfect and complete because you lack nothing! 

You are the life support (Prana Vallabha) and love of Lord Shankara

Oh Parvati, I beg you! (Bhiksham Dehi!) - Please grant me Knowledge (Jnana) and Dispassion (Vairagya)

Mother Annapoorna is mostly interpreted as the aspect of Mother Goddess who gives food to the entire Universe (Humans, as a side effect of evolution, unfortunately think they are the center of the Universe. The Mother Annapoorna is Mother of all, and feeds every being in this wide Universe, visible and invisible). 


A Brahmachari kid (student) is expected to beg and eat after his Upanayana (Sacred thread) ceremony, till he gets married . Similarly, Sannyasis can eat only by begging for alms too. The Maha Sanyasi, Sri Shankara similarly wants Bhiksha (alms) from Mother Annapoorna. But here, he does not seek food - He seeks Jnana (Knowledge) and Vairagya (Dispassion) - He asks Mother because, He knows only Mother Goddess can bless Him with these.

What is Jnana? It is the ultimate knowledge that we are non different from supreme. To realize this, we need to know we are complete and don't need any 'thing' else to be happy. But, human mind works in mysterious ways. As Eckhart Tolle says, a mind wants to want more than it wants to have.

A mind desperately wants to have something. Once it gets it, it simply moves on to next target while briefly being at peace with the object that it desperately wanted. But, it is just a matter of time when targets are retrained and mind is in deep pain again - In Arunachala Akshara Mana Malai, Bhagawan Sri Ramanar says - Please make my mind stop roaming by showing your supreme beauty (after which, the mind won't roam, because there is no superior target)

A person who realizes that searching of happiness in objects, people and external sources is futile, would then say, I don't want those external objects / people. Doesn't mean one needs to be physically away, but mentally detached. This state, where one is detached from objects / people in the material world is called vairagya. This has a negative connotation, esp in Tamil. It is equated to one wanting something, but staying away, which is completely wrong. 

Vairagya is a supreme state where desires may arise, but with the help of sharp Jnana, it is cut and the person stays in a detached state - It is an active and a very positive place to be. 

Desires are always rooted in perceived lack in self, as projected by the mind. Greed is an extreme version - In my opinion, these emotions are very useful. Greed is an excellent indicator where we perceive lack. (For e.g., if one thinks they lack money, they feel greed towards someone who has more of it. If one things they are not strong, they'll feel greed towards someone strong - Greed will never happen in cases if one doesn't feel lack. So, Greed is a useful emotion, only to be understood and then destroyed)

In this verse, Sri Arunagiri feels the pain of desire and greed (for his devotees). He asks rhetorically, that is it ok for me to suffer in the pain? 

He calls greed (பேராசை) as a disease (பிணி). And asks, will you let me suffer? (உழலத் தகுமோ?) to Lord Murugan.

He brilliantly says, he suffers because of lack of discrimination (ஓரா வினையேன்). He clearly brings out due to the lack of Jnana, he suffers from desire and greed.

He calls out Lord Murugan as Veera (வீரா), the Brave One. 

முது சூர் - Simply means Ancient Asura. It is easy to interpret it thus and move forward. However, the implications of this word is deep. 

In Saiva Siddantha, it is said the Lord (Pathi), Soul (Pasu) and Bonding (Paasam) are eternal. Even in Bhagawat Geetha, Bhagawan Sri Krishna says to Arjuna, "Both you and I have been around for ever. I remember everything, but you don't"

Surapadman, the foe who couldn't be vanquished by anyone is symbolism for Ajnana - The Primal Ignorance. That which makes the self think it is different from the Brahman (God) - This Ajnana is as old as time. 

So, Sri Arunagiri calls him as Ancient Asura / Villain. 

[Interestingly, in many Tamil Poems, Lord Shiva is addressed as the Old Guy (since there is nothing older than Him :) ]


வேல் எறியும் - Lord Murugan vanquished the evil Asura Surapadman by throwing His Spear (Jnana Vel) - Lord Murugan's spear is called Jnana Vel - The spear of Knowledge. 

Darkness of 1000 years is removed by a lamp in a moment. Darkness has no power against light. So, Ignorance has no power against knolwedge

When Murugan throws his Spear of Knowledge towards the Ancient Asura symbolizing Primal Ignorance, He is completely destroyed. 

This is the reason why Murugan is glorified as Guru! (In the last verse of Kandhar Anubhuti, Sri Arunagiri lovingly calls Murugan to come as His Guru - Guruvai Varuvai!)

Murugan comes as Guru and removes the Primal Ignorance by saying Tat Twam Asi - You are That (You are non-different from Brahman) - Now the Ignorance is lost and Union with Lord Subrahmanya (Kandhar Anubhuti) is obtained

The fight between darkness and evil is a difficult one - So, Sri Arunagiri calls Lord Murugan as Soora (சூரா ) meaning, the valiant one. (Not to be confused with Sura / Asura meaning Devas / Asuras)


சுர லோக துரந்தரனே - By defeating the Surapadman, the Devas / Gods were saved - Hence Lord Murugan is glorified as One who protected the world of Devas. 


Thursday, May 23, 2019

Kandhar Anubhuti : Verse #15 - Let me always remember you




முருகன், குமரன், குகன், என்று மொழிந்து

உருகும் செயல் தந்து, உணர்வு என்று அருள்வாய்
பொரு புங்கவரும், புவியும் பரவும்
குருபுங்கவ, எண் குண பஞ்சரனே.


Murugan, Kumaran, Guhan Endru Mozhinthu
Urugum Seyal Thanthu, Unarvu endru arulvai?
Poru Punga-varum Puviyum Paravum

Guru Pungava! En-guna Panjarane!


முருகன் - Murugan (Lord's Name)
குமரன் - Kumaran (The Young One / Son)
குகன் - Guhan (The Secret One)
என்று மொழிந்து - Thus reciting
உருகும் செயல் தந்து - Melt away
உணர்வு என்று அருள்வாய்? When will you give that state?
பொரு புங்கவரும் - The best among warriors in Devas
புவியும் - And, in the World
பரவும் - Spread Across

குருபுங்கவ - Best among Gurus 
எண் குண - Eight (divine) qualities
பஞ்சரனே - Storehouse

Short Meaning
When will you Grace me with the ecstatic state when I keep seeking you as 'Hey Muruga! Kumara!, Guha!'? You are the one who is always extolled by the best among warriors among Devas and Humans as the Best of Gurus, and storehouse of all eight divine qualities


Gloss
Sri Arunagirinathar beseeches Lord to Grant Him the state where He can continuously stay and remember Lord Murugan and keep reciting Lord's important names - 'Murugan, Kumaran, Guhan'



Mururgan: Of these, Murugan is the most favorite name for the Lord and His devotees. Tamizh People start the day reciting Lord Murugan's name, saying His prayers and end the day with His name. 

Tamil alphabets are categorized into two:
1. Vowels (12 + 1)
2. Consonants 

We'll talk about the 13th vowel(?) called 'Aayutha Ezhutthu' later. 

The consonants (18 of them) are split into three groups based on phonetics:
1. Vallinam - Sounds coming from the base of the tongue - Sounds that require pressure (kha, cha etc)

2. Idaiyinam - Sounds that come from center of the tongue / throat (Ya, ra, la etc)

3. Mellinam - Sounds that come from the nose or tip of the tongue (nga, jna, na etc)

Lord Murugan's name, derived from 'Mu-ru-gu' has one representation from all three groups of tamil consonents. The word Murugan indicates that the Lord is of immeasurable and peerless beauty

Kumaran: The word Kumaran is also very famous in Tamil Nadu. Kumaran basically means 'Young One' - Or 'Kid'. 

When Lord Shiva wanted to test if Lord Subrahmanya indeed knows the meaning of Pranava, then he took the pose of a disciple and called Murugan as 'Naada Kumara!' - Oh Son, My Lord!

Guhan - Guhan means residing in the cave - One who is hidden. Ramana Geetha, verse #1 goes:

Hrudaya Guhara Madhye
Kevalam Brahma Maatram
Aham-Aham iti Sakshat
Atma Rupena Bhati

"In the center of the cave of the Heart, The Brahman shines as the 'I am - I am' feeling which is non-different from the seemingly individual Atman"

Lord Subrahmanya, is the Supreme Parabrahman, which is non-different from the Individual Self - He Shines as the 'I' feeling in all beings. But, though it appears so, this knowledge is hidden in plain sight. So, this is the supreme secret as well. 

Endru Mozhinthu - Literally mean ' Saying Thus'

Arunagiri pines out of deep love for Lord Murugan - When will I reach the state, when He'll keep repeating the names - 'Murugan, Kumaran, Guhan'

Urugam Seyal Thanthu - In the first verse Sri Arunagiri uses the term 'Nenjakkana kallum negizhnthu uruga' - Similarly, in this verse, Sri Arunagiri's heart melts just be reciting the three powerful names of the Lord. He also requests the Lord to give him this state

The word 'uruga' is very powerful and indicates melting of heart. There are instances when people can mechanically repeat Lord's names (which is also effective) - But Sri Arunagiri doesn't want just that. He says he should always remember the Lord by chanting his favorite names, but also wants to experience the supreme ecstasy as he does that. He also knows that this is given only by the Grace of the Lord. So He asks Lord Murugan, that 'When will *You* grant me this state?'


Unarvu endru arulvai? This is a question in which he implores the Lord to give him this supreme state when He is merged in the Supreme Lord - He asks 'When will you give this state?'

Poru Pungavarum - Here Arunagiri involves Lord Murugan as the Best among celestials. Pungava means greatest, with no-equal or topmost. Here Lord is referred to as the BEST among celestials.

In the song 'Sri Subrahmanyaya Namasthe' by Sri Muthuswamy Dikshitar, Lord Murugan is referred to as 'Varenyaya' - The best / greatest, just after calling the Lord as one worshipped by all Devas which means Lord Murugan is the best (sakala deva (all Devas) vandithaya (worship you))

Puviyum Paravaum - Lord Murugan is the best not just in this earth (puvi) but across (paravum) all universes material and spiritual together 

Guru Pungava - Note the repetition of the word Pungava, meaning the greatest. Sri Arunagiri is unable to come down and is seemingly out of superlatives while worshipping Lord Murugan :)

He is also rightly called so, because He is the only one who can be called the Guru of Lord Shiva. (Swami-natha Swami) - So, He is the best among Gurus. 

But, Lord Murugan, in my humble opinion has some competition - Nothing other Sri Sankara (who was actually Lord Shiva Himself) who is addressed as Guru Pungava Pungava (Best among the Best of Gurus) by Sri Totakacharya in Totakashtakam. 

Both are glowing examples of Guru Bhakti

En Guna Panjarane - Store house of eight biggest virtues! 


Lord Subrahmanya is extolled as the storehouse of eight biggest virtues:
1. Infinite Knowledge


2. Infinite Power
3. Omnipresence
4. Infinite Bliss
4. Lack of desire
5. Unaffected by Time - Eternal
6. Omni Potence
7. Body of Purity
8. One with Lord Shiva

And, because of this Lord Murugan can grant these virtues to His devotees as well.