Monday, July 1, 2019

Kandhar Anubhuti : Verse #23 - Will I be ruined without thinking about your Feet? (adiyai kuriyathu)



அடியைக் குறியாது அறியா மையினால்
முடியக் கெடவோ? முறையோ? முறையோ?
வடி விக்ரம வேல் மகிபா, குறமின்
கொடியைப் புணரும் குண பூதரனே (23)

adiyai kuriyAthu ariyAmaiyinAl 
mudiya kedavo? muraiO muraiO?
vadi vikrama vel magipa kuramin
kodiyai punarum guna bootharane! (23)






அடியைக் - Holy Feet
குறியாது  - Without Meditating
அறியாமையினால் - Out of Ignorance
முடியக் கெடவோ? Will I be destroyed?
முறையோ? முறையோ? Is that ok?
வடி  - Sharp
விக்ரம  - Strong
வேல்  - Spear
மகிபா - Leader
குறமின் கொடியைப் - Tribal lady (Valli)
புணரும் - Loving
குணபூதரனே - Storehouse of virtues


Short Meaning
Will I be ruined by not meditating on the Holy Feet of the Lord? Dear Lord Murugan, is that ok? You are the storehouse of all virtues, and who wields a sharp and strong spear, and in deep love with Mother Valli, of the tribes


Gloss

In this verse, Sri Arunagiri Nathar again repeats that he wants to meditate on the Holy Feet  (அடி) of Lord Murugan 

The feet has great significance in Hindu literature. Lord Murugan, who is the Supreme Lord, is non-different from Mother Lalitha, the Supreme Goddess. It is important to know that Lord Shiva, Lord Murugan, Lord Ganesh, Mother Lalitha and Lord Maha Vishnu are reflection of the same Supreme principle reflected in different forms. We develop our liking towards them only because of our likes / dislikes. Otherwise, they are not different from each other. 

When we think of God, we think that the act of Creation, Sustenance and Destruction are the three main acts, done by Lord Brahma, Lord Vishnu and Lord Rudra respectively. This is commonly referred to as the 'Trinity'

But, the acts of God are five - The five acts are wonderfully described in Sri Lalitha Sahasranamam (Thousand names of Mother Supreme, Sri Lalitha)


Srushti kartri - Brahma rupa (She Creates - She is in the Form of Brahma ) 
Goptri - Govinda Rupini (She Protects / Sustains - She is in the Form of Govinda) 
Samharini - Rudrarupa (She destroys (all Forms) - She is in the Form of Rudra) 
Tirodanagari-Ishwari (She Obfuscates the Reality - She in in the Form of Ishwara) 
Sadashiva - Anugrahata (She showers Grace - In the form of SadaShiva) 
Pancha-Krutya-Parayana (She thus, does all 5 Acts)


Since the first three are popular, let's look at the last two:

1. Obfuscation - Everyone knows they are going to die sometime - sooner or later. Then what is the motivation for people to pursue goals, try to excel or do anything meaningful. Why don't people just roll and die? The reason is obfuscation, While trying to pursue the reality and breaking free of the illusion of this Universe is the only meaningful goal, Goddess uses this power of obfuscation to create false goals to pursue, false enemies to vanquish etc. We get attracted to people, things, develop dislike to the same and perform some sort of action to be happy. This is the main work of Goddess. Else, the entire world would come to a standstill. 

Any rational person, with a minute amount of introspection will find that the goals we aspired for, esp the ones that we thought were life altering did come and go and we are still the same person after years. The mind just shifted to a different goal once we achieved the previous one. There is no such goal post which we are 'happy, ever after'. 

This is described in detail in 'A New Earth' by Sri Eckhart Tolle in section structure of the mind. A more intense analysis can also be found in Yoga Vashishta, but it is a book not recommended for beginners :) 

A soul tries to seek pleasure by pursuing different goals. In the end, it figures out that the goal it chased made it happy, but only temporarily. Hence it seeks its attention to the next goal and the process repeats. This continues over millions of birth (in search of something which will give eternal peace and happiness to the soul). 

This searching cannot be avoided - One really needs to feel the pain and heaviness of seeking pleasure in aspects of the world over many many births for them to completely give up on this seeking pleasure in objects.

2. Grace - When a tired soul, after millions of births, finally gives up the effort of seeking pleasure out and cries from the depth of its heart for help, then Grace descends.

Grace can never be earned or demanded or be got by any effort. Literally, it descends at the end of any effort. Another reason for this is, there is no effort big enough to earn Grace

This is beautifully described in Sri Subrahmanya Chakra (referred in the west as the Star of David)

The lower triangle represents the ascent of Spirit, which is the Sprit's effort in trying to reach its ultimate goal. Once the effort completely tapers off, the Grace descends and the realization is complete, when there is a perfect equilibrium of ascent of spirit and descent of Grace. There is this magnificent 6 petalled chakra, called the Subrahmanya Chakra. Incidenally, Lord Murugan's famous form is that of Lord Shanmukha, the six-faced one. Each of the petal carries the core-mantra of Lord Murugan 'sa-ra-va-na-bha-va'





In the imagery of Sri Nataraja, the Lord Shiva as Dancer, His raised left leg is is the representation of Grace. You can notice that He gently points us to look at His raised Left Feet  (Kunchita (raised) Vama (left) Paadam (feet) as it is popularly referred to) - When you see a Nataraja idol next time, please mentally bow to the raised left feet which liberates us from the painful cycle of birth / death





This Grace is personified as the feet of the Lord. So, in this verse, Sri Arunagiri worries not focussing on the feet of the Lord. 

In Tamil, there is a funny saying - "அடி உதவுர மாதிரி அண்ணன் - தம்பி கூட உதவ மாட்டாங்க" - Which roughly translates to "Even brothers don't help as much as a sound beating would" (Means violence works better)

But, this is a wrong translation -  அடி (adi) here means feet. It is actually a pious saying that the "Remembering the Feet of the Lord will help more than the siblings you are born with" which over time, the meaning of அடி got corrupted to beating someone up. 

Sri Arunagiri is very worried, that he'll be destroyed (முடியக் கெடவோ?) And implores the Lord that 'Is it right? (முறையோ?)' that he is allowed to be destroyed by not remembering the Feet of the Lord which is the only purpose of life.

The ONLY purpose of human birth is to realize the falseness of this living, and strive to be released from the repeated cycle. Interesting, in Greek, the word 'sin' roughly translates to 'missing the mark'. That is, to perceive this world we experience as real and to miss the Grace of Lord which is real. Lord's Holy Feet as the ultimate goal was also referred to in Verse 21. 

We can actually feel the pain of Sri Arunagiri's request, (which is of course, on behalf of us) that he should not miss the mark and strive and reach God's Grace.

And as mark of his exemplary devotion, he addresses Lord Murugan, thus:

1. வடி விக்ரம வேல் மகிபா - Lord Murugan, is described here as the Leader (மகிபா) wielding a sharp (வடி) and powerful (விக்ரம) spear (மகிபா)

In Lalitha Sahasranama, the ninth name is 'Krodhakara Angusha-ujwala' - i.e., One who wields a Sharp Weapon with Anger - Mother Lalitha, out of Her infinite Grace, cuts the bonding of a soul to a cycle of birth / death. But, this bond is immensely strong. So, it is imperative that Mother cuts it in one quick short. So, She wields the weapon in anger, and most importantly, it is a sharp weapon, and hence it shines (ujwala)


Angusha


In this verse, we can see that Lord Murugan wields a powerful and sharp spear to cut through the ignorance that causes our bonding


2. குறமின் கொடியைப் புணரும் குணபூதரனே - Lord Murugan, even as pointed out in the previous verse, has immense love to Mother Valli. In this verse, Sri Arunagiri address Lord Murugan as a storehouse of virtues (குணபூதரனே) who loves (புணரும்) Mother Valli, lady of slender form  (கொடி) and hails from the Tamil tribes (குறமின்) of Sri Lanka. The word 'kodi' can also mean creeper - Just like a creeper needs support of a tree, Mother Valli loves Lord Murugan so much, that She takes refuge in Her consort. 


Sri Arunagiri also refers to the Lord as the storehouse of eight major virtues, in Verse 15

Sunday, June 23, 2019

Kandhar Anubhuti : Verse #22 - You are a worshipper of Valli! (kaalai kumaresan)


காளைக் குமரேசன் எனக் கருதித்
தாளைப் பணியத் தவம் எய்தியவா
பாளைக் குழல் வள்ளி பதம் பணியும்
வேளைச் சுர பூபதி, மேருவையே (22)


kAlai kumarEsan ena karuthi
thAlai paniya thavam eithiyava
pAlai kuzhal valli padam paniyum
vElai sura bhoopathi meruvaiye! (22)





காளைக் - Built like a young bull
குமரேசன் - Lord Murugan
எனக் கருதித் - considered so
தாளைப்  - Feet
பணியத்  - Bow
தவம்  - Penance
எய்தியவா - Achieve
பாளைக் குழல்  - Thick black hair
வள்ளி  - Mother Valli
பதம்  - Feet
பணியும் - Bow
வேளைச் சுரபூபதி - Crimson colored Lord of Devas
மேருவையே - Like Meru Hill


Short Meaning
How fortunate am I, to perform penance on the feet of young and vibrant form of Lord Murugan, built like a bull? 

The crimson colored Lord, famous like Mt Meru always bows to Mother Valli's feet

Gloss
Lord Murugan is addressed using three adjectives in the beginning
1. காளை - Bull
2. குமரன் - Son / Young One
3. ஈசன் - God

(குமரன் + ஈசன் = குமரேசன்)

Kumaran is one of the favorite names of the Lord. It indicates the eternal youth of Lord Murugan and also qualifies He is the son of Lord Shiva. The name Kumaran is also one of the favorite names of Sri Arunagiri. This name is also glorified in Verse 15.

The word ஈசன் (Isan) or Ishwara: or Maheshwara: is commonly used to refer Lord Shiva, as the Supreme God. However, in this case, it is used to refer Lord Murugan (who is non-different from Lord Shiva Himself)

In Thirumanthiram, verses 523 - 525 refer to the Atho Mukha Darshanam of Lord Shiva. Lord Shiva is commonly referred to as One having five faces:
1. Sathyojatham
2. Vamadevam
3. Aghoram
4. Tatpurusham
5. Ishanam

In Highest meditation of Yogis and Gods, Lord Shiva appears as One with 6 faces, which is rarest of rare forms, even for celestials. This face is downward facing Atho Mukham

With this, the five faced Shiva appears as six faced, Shanmukha which is exalted form of Lord Murugan / Sri Subrahmanya. This is indicated by this verse



(Thirumanthiram verse 523 [1])
523: The Downward-Looking Face is of Sadasiva  
Inside Primal Fire that is Siva
Nandi rises in the centre, gleaming
He pervades worlds all,
His hue is of the twilight sun
Who the world in glory ambulates,
He is the Lord of the Downward-looking Face-- Athomukha.

The word காளை (Bull) is used to represent youthful exuberance of Lord Murugan

Sri Arunagiri says, he does penance (தவம்) to bow (பணியத்) to the feet (தாளைப்) of Lord Murugan. 


The word penance can be roughly translated as 'austerities' - The penance one does by giving up on luxuries of life with sheer focus on reaching the Lord. Ramana Maharshi beautifully describes what actual tapas is:

If one attentively observes that from where what says ‘I, I’ goes out, there the mind will be dissolved; that alone is tapas [2]

If we understand that the Lord Murugan and our Self (which says 'I, I') are non-different, we'll understand that reaching Murugan and reaching Self are the same. And that's the Tapas indicated by Sri Arunagiri, at a higher level

In a devotional interpretation, Sri Arunagiri wants to reach the Lotus feet of Lord. 

The next two lines of the verse bring out the extreme love Lord Murugan has towards his consort, Mother Valli



Mother Valli has thick, dark hair, compared to the bark of a betelnut tree, which is dark in nature. So, Mother Valli is referred to as பாளைக் குழல் வள்ளி

Lord Murugan has extreme love to Mother Valli - That, He always bows (பணியும்) to Her feet (பதம்) - This may sound outrageuous to some - But, Lord Murugan, in His extreme love to His consort, literally worships Mother Valli

Sri Arunagiri, then praises Lord Murugan as the Crimson hued Lord, who is Lord of Devas (சுர பூபதி) and immeasurable and great like Mt Meru (மேரு)


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Sunday, June 16, 2019

Kandhar Anubhuti : Verse #21 - When will you liberate me? (karudha marava)



கருதா மறவா நெறிகாண, எனக்கு
இருதாள் வனசம் தர என்று இசைவாய்
வரதா, முருகா, மயில் வாகனனே
விரதா, சுர சூர விபாடணனே (21) 

karudha marava neri-kAna enakku
iruthAl vanasam thara endru isaivai?
varadha muruga mayil-vahanane
viratha'asura sUra vipatanane







கருதா - Without remembering
மறவா - without forgetting
நெறி - righteous path
காண - to see
எனக்கு - for me
இருதாள்  - two feet
வனசம்  - Lotus
தர - to give
என்று - when
இசைவாய் - agree
வரதா - bestower of boons
முருகா - Lord Muruga
மயில் வாகனனே - rides on the Peacock
விரதாசுர - obnoxious asura
சூர  - Surapadman
விபாடணனே  - split in two





Short Meaning
Dear Lord Murugan, when will you lead me to the Path to the state of not-remembering and not-forgetting by showing both of your lotus Feet? You are the best in bestower of boons, and rider of the mighty peacock and the One who split the obnoxious asura, Surapadman into two!


Gloss
The request to Lord Murugan, in this verse, is very similar to that in Verse 18. 

In this verse, Sri Arunagiri asks Lord Murugan to show him the righteous path (நெறி) where there is no state of remembering (கருதா) or forgetfulness (மறவா)

It is an essential tenet of Vedanta that whatever comes will go. Because, they are under the influence of time. If someone thinks of the Lord, it means that there was a time when they didn't think of the Lord. In the state of constant state of Union with the God, the question of remembering and forgetting doesn't arise

Hence, Sri Arunagiri prays that He get the state of constant union with the Lord. 

This theme of continuous existence of state without arrival or departure is widely spread in Hinduism 


Pōkkum varavum'il Podu veliyinil arul Pōrattangāttu Arunāchalā (Arunachala Akshara Mana Maalai - v74 by Bhagawan Sri Ramana Maharshi)

In this magnificent work of Arunachala Akshara Mana Maalai, Bhagawan Sri Ramana Maharshi asks Lord Arunachala that 'Show me Grace in the Space where there is no arrival or departure')

Pokkum varavum punarvum illa punniyane (Sivapuranam by Manickavasagar)

In possibly one of the best composition on devotion, Thiruvasagam, Sri Manickavasagar describes Lord as One who is eternal without departure / arrival or change (change means arrival / departure in time - Arrival of the new form and departure of the older)


Sri Arunagiri wants to see (காண) the Path (நெறி) to the state of eternal union with God. And to see the path, Sri Arunagiri asks Lord Murugan to show his two lotus Feet (இருதாள் வனசம்) - Instead of requesting, the poet asks the Lord, 'when will You agree to show your feet?' - In a rhetorical way, he indirectly asks Lord to show them soon (தர என்று இசைவாய்?)

In Hindu scriptures, Lotus and Feet both hold a very special place. Lotus is used to describe beauty and delicateness. Maha Vishnu is called Aravinda-aksha (Lotus eyed). Feet of Gods are almost always referred to as Lotus feet. 

Feet is the depiction of Grace - When someone passes away, it is commonly referred to as 'He / She reached the Lotus feet of God' (no one says reached the face of God, ever) - Feet act as like vehicle of Grace, and Lord Nataraja actually points to His raised left feet to show that that's where Grace works! 

In the next two lines, Sri Arunagiri worships the Lord by calling him 'varadha' (வரதா) meaning the 'bestower of boons' 

There is a tamil song which says, I seek your blessings with two hands, but you bless me with boons with 12 hands! (Lord Murugan, in the form Sri Shanmukha has 6 faces and 12 hands)

In the song Sri Subrahmanyaya Namasthe, Sri Muthuswami Dikshitar calls Lord Murugan as the Expert in giving (boons) -  Bhoga Mosha Pradatre! Giver of boons of both enjoyment and liberation!



Then he endearingly seeks Lord in his favorite name, Muruga (முருகா), who rides a peacock (மயில் வாகனனே). Interestingly, the peacock is none other than Surpadman himself! When Lord Murugan split Surapadman, who stood as a tree into two, one part became the rooster which Lord carries in His flag and the other part became a peacock which became His vehicle! 

Surapadman was a terrible asura - Hence Sri Arunagiri calls him as an obnoxious one (விரதாசுர)!

Surapadman actually stood as a giant tree which shook the entire universe! Lord Subrahmanya threw his Spear and split the tree into two - This is being referred to by the phrase (சூர விபாடணனே) - One who split Asura into two!



This is a very specual Anubhuti verse which should be our constant prayer to Lord Subrahmanya.

Monday, June 10, 2019

Kandhar Anubhuti : Verse #20 - You made me ready to receive the rarest of Truths! (arithagiya mei-porulukku)



அரிதாகிய மெய்ப் பொருளுக்கு அடியேன்
உரிதா உபதேசம் உணர்த்தியவா
விரிதாரண, விக்ரம வேள், இமையோர்
புரிதாரக, நாக புரந்தரனே (20)

arithagiya mei-porulukku adiyen
uridha upadesam unarthiyava
viritharana vikrama vel imayor
puri-thaaraka naga purantharane (20)





அரிதாகிய - Extremely rare
மெய்ப் பொருளுக்கு - Truth
அடியேன் - Me
உரிதா - Made me ready
உபதேசம் - Teaching
உணர்த்தியவா - made me realize
விரிதாரண - Strong (broad)
விக்ரம - Of great strength and valour
வேள் - Loved by all
இமையோர் - Devas
புரிதாரக  - Meaning of Om (pranava)
நாக புரந்தரனே - Supporter of the Deva Loka 



Short Meaning
Dear Lord Murugan, you made me ready to receive the final teaching, which is extremely rare! You are strong, valorous and loved by all. You are also the meaning of the Holy Pranava, 'Om', which is loved by the immortal Devas and supporter of their world



Gloss
In this verse, Sri Arunagiri Nathar thanks Lord Murugan for getting him ready for receiving the message that would reveal the ultimate reality

Vedanta declares that knowledge of the self is the only way to be liberated from the repeated cycles of birth and death. This knowledge is crisply conveyed using one of the Maha-Vaakyaa's

A Maha-Vaakya is a statement that expresses unity / non-difference of the perceived individual self (soul) and the Supreme God (para-Brahman). There are four maha-vaakyas in four vedas:

1. Aham Brahmasmi - I am Brahman (Yajur Veda)
2. Tat-twam asi - That You are (Sama Veda)
3. Prajnanam Brahma - Knowledge (of self) is Brahman (Rig Veda)
4. Ayam Atma Brahma - Self is Brahman (Atharva Veda)

When the disciple is ready, Guru utters one if these maha-vaakyas to the disciple and in that moment, the disciple is enlightened and released from the bondage of birth / death. 

These statements are quite brief and explanatory. Why is that we are unable to know that we are non-different from God? The answer is that we are not 'ready' - We are conditioned by millions of births (as humans or animals or plants etc) and we carry on strong desires or dislikes (called 'vasanas')

The first step is to make the disciple ready to get 'chitta shuddhi' - Purity of mind

In this verse, Sri Arunagiri says Lord Murugan first got him (அடியேன்) to ready to receive (உரிதா) the knowledge (உபதேசம்) which is rarest of rare (அரிதாகிய)

The word 'adiyen' used in this verse using which Sri Arunagiri refers to himself means that he is servant of the Lord, who is ready to serve at his feet - This word is used by humble souls, who treat themselves as those who serve others. This brings out humility of Sri Arunagiri

In this verse, the poet calls the knowledge that would liberate him as the Truth (மெய்ப்பொருள்) - God is often referred to as Truth in Hindu Philosophy (Sathyam / Shivam / Sundaram - Truth / Auspiciousness / Beaty are frequently referred to as attributes of Lord)

In Thiruvasagam, Sri Manickavasagar addresses Lord as 
'One who causes all falseness to fall away and shine as True Knowledge'

With this, we can know that the Lord Subrahmanya, the True Lord is no different from the Knowledge that liberates

Once addressing Lord thus, Sri Arunagiri, out of His pure Guru Bhakthi, refers to Lord Murugan as

(1) விரிதாரண - Broad (shouldered) One who is Strong
(2) விக்ரம - Of great strength and valour
(3) வேள் - Loved by all
(4) இமையோர் புரிதாரக - The word 'taraka' means a boat, or that which help one cross. In most of Hindu philosophy, the endless cycle of birth / death is often referred to as a ocean with no end

Lord's name or the sacred sound 'Om' is the boat that help people cross this scary ocean

Sri Muthuswamy Dikshitar in his famous Ghana Raga Krithi, Sri Maha Ganapathi Ravathumam, addresses Ganesha as Bhava Jaladhi Naava - The boat (naava) which helps souls cross the ocean of birth /death (bhava jaladhi)

Rama nama is also referred to as 'Taraka Mantra' - That which helps the devotees 'cross'

Lord Subrahmanya is the meaning of this sacred Pranava (Om) and Devas worship Him as the meaning of Om


(5) நாக புரந்தரனே - Lord Subrahmanya is also referred to as 'Deva SenaPathi' - Meaning the Lord (Chieftain) of the Army of Devas. 

Scholars do a word play and say, that after the war in which Surapadman was vanquished, Indra offered His daughter Devasena to Lord Subrahmanya for marriage. After the marriage, 'Deva Senapathi' became 'Devasena Pathi' (husband of Devasena) :)



Lord Subrahmanya, thus is the protector of all Devas and their world (Lord Murugan is addressed thus, even in verse 18 (Amaravathi kavala))

With this verse, it is our duty to pray to Lord Subrahmanya to give us means to make us ready for receiving the sacred teaching. When we are ready, Lord Himself will appear as Guru and give us the final knowledge that will make us unite with Him and liberate from bondage.


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Sunday, June 9, 2019

Kandhar Anubhuti : Verse #19 - Problems of Poverty



வடிவும் தனமும் மனமும் குணமும்
குடியும் குலமும் குடிபோ கியவா
அடி அந்தம் இலா அயில் வேல் அரசே
மிடி என்று ஒரு பாவி வெளிப்படினே (19) 


vadivum dhanamum manamum gunamum
kudiyum kulamum kudipogiyava
adi antham ila ayil vel arase
midi endru oru paavi velippadine (19)





வடிவும் - Physical Beauty
தனமும்  - Prosperity
மனமும் - Good thoughts
குணமும் - Good character
குடியும் - Good lineage
குலமும் - Good race
குடிபோகியவா - Are all lost
அடி - Beginning
அந்தம்  - End
இலா  - Without 
அயில் வேல் - Sharp Spear
அரசே - Lord
மிடி - Poverty
என்று  - so
ஒரு - one
பாவி  - evil / sin
வெளிப்படினே - arrives

Short Meaning
Oh Lord Murugan, One without a beginning or an end, and One who wields a sharp spear! All qualities like physical beauty, prosperity, good thoughts, character, lineage and race are lost if the evil of poverty strikes



Gloss

In this verse, Sri Arunagiri Nathar talks about poverty. This verse needs to be reflected upon based on the personal life history of the poet. 

Sri Arunagiri came from a rich family, but squandered away his wealth in evil / a-dharmic ways. When he became poor, he lost it all, and fell even deeper in bad habits.


In this verse, he says, due to poverty, one loses physical beauty, prosperity, good thoughts, character, lineage and race


In this worse, he wonders how one evil like poverty can destroy so many good attributes and addresses his wonder to Lord Murugan. 

In this verse, he again refers to Murugan as 

1. அடி அந்தம் இலா - One without beginning or end

This term also has a reference in the previous verse, where, Lord Shiva appeared as a pillar without beginning or end. 

Beginning or end are concepts only at the level of mind. Human mind is within the realm of time, and hence wonders 'Who came first?' - Mind cannot understand that time is cyclical - It is as futile as asking where does the circle begin and end?

Lord is the basis from which the entire concept of time develops - Lord is beyond the notion of time, and hence doesn't have concepts like beginning / end

2. அயில் வேல் அரசே - Lord who wields a sharp spear
Murugan's spear is pure Jnana (knowledge). It cuts through darkness of ignorance and provides enlightenment to devotees. 

For the spear to cut through thick ignorance, it needs to be sharp. So, Sri Arunagiri calls the Lord as the One who holds a sharp spear.